Siew

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - 4/22/2009

hi. i feel suck. i cut my hair & its ugly .
with my swollen eyes haunting me again,i look worse.
well im really vain,so im f lack of confidence, now .
hidir meets me ytd after my sch,he loves my hair...
mayb he said tt to console me? he would deny bt i tink its UGLY!
hidir hav seen my ugliest look ever,frm super long hair to short.
den frm black hair to ugly gold hair & nw brown.
with no make up to wearing make up, seeing my stupid jus-wake-up face..
looking at me snore n dripping saliva(ee how gross)bt stil hav to wait for me to slp 1st.
vomiting at my hse when i gt food poisoning,he even hav to clean for me.
playing sports tgt,sweating lik a pig..crying my eyes out when we quarrel..
hehe he accepts every part of me, tts how lucky i am.
he stil love me so much wahaha i c green eyes out dere .

k anyway my great uncle jus passed away today..
): ): ): ): ): ): )': )': )': )': )':) ':
tmr i will be going eunos to attend his funeral..
life is unpredictable one.. mus cherish..

on a happier note, my dad is having his eye operation tis friday.
99% successful, i know everything will goes well,im sure (:
oh ya & school is great w/o my old classmates HAH !
jeremy is in e same class as me & asyraf is in e same course,we hav lectures tgt.
i get to know quite alot of frens & they r nice, e course is oso fun .
& im taking extra subject sociology,very fun. at least mks me wan to go sch.

hidir sayang wans to study,he called me,he's finding info abt private o's.
he's planning ahead for us, he says he wana b forever with me ..
i know many ppl dun believe in forever cos gd tins doesnt last.
bt i believe, at least with hidir. race is a barrier,bt nt an impossible .
syg i love u alot so u jgn stress2 k abt studies all,tk it slow,
lik u said dere's a will dere's a way when i know u 2 yrs back..
no matter what,poor or rich we'll go thru tgt as long kite orng happy same2!

wow i seems to think alot & say alot in tis post .
thank you for even reading tis .
gdnight